I feel eyelashes on my cheek...

distance115 @ 2005-11-01T21:14:00

2005-11-02T02:22:16Z

Soooo i just woke up from the scariest nightmare that i think ive ever had...and it like traumatized me...gah.i cant stop shaking ,it was soo weird i woke up thinking it was true.Me and Ryan got kidnapped or whatever by this old man and he wouldnt let us go,and if we tried to run away he threatend to kill us...and i got away when he left for a second and i thought ryan was behind me but he wasnt he got trapped in the house because the old man returned.So i ran to my house to call the cops for help but they didnt really do anything.The house where ryan was at was only three away from mine and i kept running over there to save him but the old man threatend to kill him if he saw me there and all that...so i was screwed pretty much either way.I may be sounding stupid but it just scared the shit out of me because i had the worst feeling ever just when i was sleeping it felt fucking gut-wrencing to think that i wouldnt ever see ryan ever again thanks to some old man who took him away from me.It lasted for two hours and it had the worst ending.Ryan was callling out my name for help and i was so close to saving him but then i woke up from ryan's phone call.THANK GOD.I swear it felt so real.Ryan must think im a nut for freaking out on the phone tellin him about it and constantly asking him if any old men had talked to him today wow im really a basketcase...but he calmed me down and made me feel much better by telling me that he would always protect me no matter what :-D Awww i love him ♥ well had to type that okay bye.

distance115 @ 2005-10-24T18:09:00

2005-10-24T22:10:22Z

Happy 4 months to Ryan And I !

god damn...i wish i could explain to him how he makes me feel...im speechless again.its crazy.

distance115 @ 2005-10-14T15:29:00

2005-10-14T19:41:31Z

hmm so i havent updated alot in fo'ever.
soo heres whats going on.

i tried out for the christmas play for school with theresa and sam and me and theresa only made it as extras...prolly cuz were freshman an sam has 5 lines as a six year old girl.so i guess its a start.

School blows as usual i fall asleep all the time and im going to have 2 D's on my progress report...and get killed.

Im already dead enough,ive been grounded all week for always talking back to my mom and staying on the phone with ryan till like 2 am everyday on school nights and calling out of state 3 times...it aint lookin good for my social life.

Other than that,the best thing going on right now is with me and ryan...he is so amazing!!! ahh sunday im going to cedar point alll day with him i cant wait..i just found out last minute but im still glad that i can go.

Tomorrow im getting my hair died,probably redish highlights maybe?

Samii is leaving for a week to go to florida and shes leavin tomorra :-( which is bad i will miss her so much,plus whos going to be my drama partner...im doin so good im that class me and samii are getting like an A on every skit because of how stupid and funny they are.todays skit was so funny all thanks to our italian accents and alfredo sauce. :-D

anyway im not even supposed to be on here so i better go.byees
♥

distance115 @ 2005-10-09T19:56:00

2005-10-09T23:52:02Z

So Ryan came over today. :-D
All i can say is today was a day to remember.

I love my boyfriend so fucking much♥

distance115 @ 2005-10-07T17:36:00

2005-10-07T21:32:34Z

So.
Sunday=Very very exciting day.*laughs evily and grins*

cant wait!1

distance115 @ 2005-09-30T22:08:00

2005-10-01T02:07:56Z

hmm...well havent updated in a while.
nothing exciting at all...school sucks ass,its boring and i get no sleep now.
school fucks everything up i hate seeing ryan only on weekends.Homecoming is tomorrow...yay ryan is going with me...altho i always fuckin feel like shit lately i swear i could go fucking insane.I want to have a good time tomorrow...if i dont i think ill murder something.

oh yeah,me and me mom keep fighting like really bad,i cant help it that she dosnt understand shit...she told me i ruin her day everyday and that shed rather be at work than at home with me...thanks mom?
im now really selfish.i didnt used to be this way...whats goin on?

i apologize i was bored!

2005-09-19T21:58:27Z

YAY! Yet Another Time Consuming Survey!
Created by silver-redeemer and taken 59 times on Bzoink
Oh My God We Have So Much In Common...
What's Your Name?	Stephanie
How Old Are You?	14
How Tall Are You?	5'7
What Color Is Your Hair?	Black
What Color Are Your Eyes?	Brown...but i have colored contacts(thanks god)
Are You Male Or Female?	Female
Where Were You Born?	some hospital in dearborn
Where Do You Live?	garden city(unfortunatly)
Do You Have Any Siblings?	Nope
Do You Have Glasses Or Contacts?	Contacts
Do You Have Braces Or Anything Else In Your Mouth?	Braces :-/ yeah
Do You Have Any Piercings?	Just ears for now
Do You Have Any Tatoos?	No but i want one
Were You Sober When You Got Them?	Wha..i told you i have no tatoos
I Like A Bunch Of Stuff. How About You?
Favorite Color?	Black,White,Yellow.
Favorite Clothing Item?	mmm...pants?
Favorite Food?	Waffles & Cheese Pizza ( not together )
Favorite Book?	The notebook
Favorite TV Show?	andy milonakis,full house
Favorite Movie?	the notebook,titanic,beauty and the beast ect..
Favorite Game?	i hate games
Favorite Animal?	Cat,ostrich
Favorite Type Of Music?	Emo/Hardcore/Punk
Favorite Band?	MCR bitches
Favorite Song?	asleep-the smiths/helena-mcr/the jetset life is gonna kill you-mcr
Favorite Drink?	ORANGE JUICE.
Favorite Person?	Ryan ;-)
Favorite Hobby?	Writing,Dancing,Music.
Favorite Time Of Day?	Bed time
Favorite Weather?	Sunny/Rainy.
Favorite Season?	Autumn
Favorite Number?	2,3
Favorite Word?	poo-nugget
Favorite Phrase?	what the eff/Oh Em Gee
Favorite Boy?	Ryan :-D
Favorite Girl?	Sammayy ;-D
Favorite Car?	convertable
What Is Your Perfect Day?	Being able to hangout with Ryan
If You Put Them In A Cage, Who Would Win?
Liberals Or Conservatives?	Who?
Mozilla Firefox Or Microsoft Internet Explorer?	Mmm..internet explorer?
Pepsi Or Coke?	Coke
Love Or Hate?	Love
Black Or White?	Both
Gold Or Silver?	Silver
Cats Or Dogs?	Cats
Apples Or Oranges?	ORANGES ALL THE WAY HOMIE
Mangoes Or Papayas?	Mangoes
Money Or Happiness?	Happiness
Dragons Or Unicorns?	Unicorns
Sex Or Virginity?	...............
I'm So In Love! Are You?
Are You In A Relationship?	Yes
How Long Have You Been Together?	almost 3 months so far...
Are You Straight, Bi, Or Gay?	Im Straight
What's His Or Her Name?	Ryan
Do You Like Kissing?	Of course
Do You Like Tongue Or None?	Tounge is always fun! :-P
Have You Ever Been In Love?	Yesm
Are You In It For Love Or Status?	Love niggah
Whats The Most Public Place You've Ever Done Anything?	Restaurant
Are You An Exhibitionist?	i wish i could pronounce that word
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped?	Yeah
Do You Like It Gentle Or Rough?	LOL..both?
Are You Dominated Or Dominating?	Dominated
Are You In The Shower?	Yes because i just so happen to have a computer hooked up in my shower while i clean my dirty self.
Oh No. The Three Ghosts Of Christmas.
Would You Change Anything In Your Past?	Yes
Would You Do Anything Different?	Yes
Would You Say Anything Or Tell Anyone Anything?	Yes
What Do You Want To Do Right This Minute?	See ryan :-(
Is There Anything You Want To Tell Anyone?	Yes
What Do You Want To Tell Them?	i dont know how to tell them
Is There Anything About You That You Want To Change?	kfjioergjvo4ugjf../.EVERYTHING
What Do You Want To Do In The Future?	I shouldnt say
Is There Anything You Want To Say?	I love my boyfriend.hes amazing
What Is Your Biggest Goal For The Future?	Change
I Know So Little About You...
Do You Love Someone?	YES
Do You Want To Get Married Ever?	Yes of course
Do You Want To See Anything Before You Die?	Yes...i want to go to canada,see gerard way(again),Go to africa,see kanye and milonakis,and don vito..yeah
Do You Want To Say Anything?	Yes !
Do You Want Children Ever?	No but i might adopt a korean boy
How Many Do You Want?	none at the moment
Would You Like Boys Or Girls?	Boys
Do You Swear?	Yeahhh
Do You Have Any Talents?	Yes
Do You Have Any Pet Peeves?	Yes
Do You Sing?	Yes
Do You Play Music?	Not yet :-(
Do You Write?	Yes ALOT
Do You Play Sports?	No
Do You Drink?	Rarely
Do You Smoke?	Barely
Do You Do Drugs?	No
Do You Drive A Car?	Not yetpouts
What Kind Of Car?	I dont have one meany
Did You Have Fun?	Sure
Do You Like Mangoes?	Never had one
Do You Have Any Superpowers?	Wish i did
I Need To Go Now.
Do You Know Me?	No
Do You Want To?	Why not
Did You Have A Killer Time?	Yeah i did
Were You Bored?	No tired
Are You Still?	yeah a little
Do You Have Any Words Of Wisdom?	No if i did id let myself know first
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distance115 @ 2005-09-10T12:14:00

2005-09-10T16:10:32Z

i want to change.

change=good? :-/

GoodBye Summer...See you Next Year :-/

2005-09-07T19:28:19Z

mmm...Summer of 05'...overall i must say it was a really good summer actually.Its over already,i cant believe it...gah,first day of high school tomorrow too..i just want to get it over with,because Im not to enthoused,well who is?

memorable things that happend over summer:

June,12th...met Ryan for the first time :-)
June,24th...Ryan asked me out :-D
June,25th-27th...Camping at Pourtage Lake with Chell(jumped off the gross fishing dock when it was thunderstorming,got stalked by old people,danced in the pouring hailing rain for like an hour..yay)
June,27th...Andy Milonakis Appears!!
June,30th...Me and samii make each others voicemails :-0
July,3rd...Thank god..i finally get my colored contacts!
July,4th...4th of July Yay!!...had a barbeque,then went to a carnival with my cousin and her friends
July,9th...Camping with Ryan at camp dearborn(well only for a night) but it was alot of fun.
July,14th...went back to camp dearborn for the day and spent allllllll day with ryan...went paddleboating!! haha and got my ass soaked from a wet slide after it rained.
July,16th...went to a weird feiled with my cousin and her friends and she peed in the middle of the road as a car was comming.(that was memorable)
July,19th-21st...Camping in Muskegon with Chell...lol,went in lake michigan(the waves were awesome as hell)...went to michigans adventure park...rode shivering timbers of course...got caught in shitty weather so we came home early :-(
July,24th...Me and ryans one month!! yay
July,31st...Ahhh went to warped tour! with ryan, saw Gerard & his tight PANTS.:-0 (deff..memorable)
August,5th...i went with ryan to dearborn's homecomming & then later there were fireworks :-D they were amazing!!
August,6th...Saw the fireworks again...hehe
August,10th...I realized that im deffinatly in love with ryan.
August,11th...Samii finally comes home and we go oon a bike ride adventure all day,then see dukes of hazzard with Ryan.
Auguest,18th...Me and samii go on a bike ride road trip to Dearborn :-0 just to see ryan for like 2 seconds...2 hours of riding bikes ouchhh...plus me and samii met randy jackson and simon cowell at burger king..well theyr twins.
August,19th-21st...Vaca to houghton lake with my cousin and our moms and my other aunt..very interesting,..everyone up north hated us..and the waitor at big boys was a perv...and the excitement of the trip was the hotel pool & the walmart down the street.
Auguest,23rd...samii comes over/frozen pizza day.
August,24th...me and ryans two month yay
August,31st...Stupid orientation...me and samii bike ride places.
September,3rd...went to camp dearborn again for the day to hangout with ryan :-)

Hmm & now tomorrow is oh so wonderful school ...blah i miss summer already.
:(

♥

Oh lord,Ive been Tagged by Morgan :-)

2005-09-05T16:45:24Z

1. I Love my Amazing Boyfriend Ryan :-)

2. I have the most hardcore best friend ever...(Samii)

3. Im listening to Dead Poetic

4. MCR is my favorite Band EVER.

5. I have an obsession with Gerard Way,and im going to meet him someday(that rhymed)..ill do whatever it takes!

6. Orange Juice is my fav.Drink...you dont need to know why.

7. Cheese Pizza is my fav fooood.

8. I love to Write.

9. I love Dancing like An Idiot Too.

10. I am part Cam whore.

11. I love toast.

12. Im moving to Canada after i graduate (with samii)

13. I want to get Married as soon as i graduate high school ( why wait till ur old?)

14. I have three cats...Mr.woo,simba,and Coda.

15. I hate liars.

16. I love to stare at the sky day/or night its still purdyy

17. I dont want school to start,i want it to never end :-(

18. Im going to see Mcr/Alkaline trio September,17th :-)

19. I miss Ryan really bad right now...

20. I cry too much.

Now who has to write 20 facts about themselfs and then for every minute it took they have to tag some one else:

1. ___paperstars
2. dreamful_fairy
3. behindblueyes26
4. Soon2bfamous000

mmm...

2005-09-04T07:04:21Z

So Today,i hung out with ryan all day at camp dearborn.
It was SO much fun...i was really happy all day...i freaken love everytime im with him,im always smiling and giggling like a dumbass but i like it lol.I was so sad when i had to leave just because i was having so much fun..god damn i wanted to stay soooo much longer but no my mom had to pull her worry shit and have me get picked up early...ugh.Anyway we had alot of time alone and talked...we could talk for hours and not run out of things to talk about...theres just always something to say...thats whats so freaken amazing...Ahh anyway i wanted to go back SO fuckin' bad tomorrow and hangout with him soo my dad says maybe then i ask if he'll take me again and he said he cant because he has to go to work in the total opposite direction...and THAT pisses me off...i already miss Ryan really bad,and the Last thing i want to do is sit here with nothing to freaken do all day tomorrow...plus i hope ryan isnt mad at me...i cried for two straight hours to convince my parents to take me,but they were being bitches and my tears just arnt enough for them...haha well it usually works..i dont know why it didnt this time.GAHH...its hmm 3:08 right now and my eyes are killin me but yet i dont want to sleep i just want to see Ryan really fuckin bad!!!!!!!!! lol no one understands! Anyway i have no one else to talk to so i thought i would tell me journal this.Ahh im so in love with you Ryan!!!!!! :-D

♥

distance115 @ 2005-09-01T19:28:00

2005-09-01T23:51:35Z

Sooo Orientaion Was yesterday...i got my schedule and all that...here are my classes if you have any,let me know.

1-U.S History 1 opper-S1.
1-Ideas In Literature Marihugh-S2
2-Spanish 1-YR Holland
3-Composition.fulton-S1
3-U.S History II. Hurley S2
4-Intergrated Math I Hathaway -yr
5-Dramatics. Shimskey S1
5-Gym .Cramton S2
6-Physical Science Staff. YR

Then at night i had to go to ANOTHER orientation that was for freshman and it was sooo boring , the principal wouldnt stop talking then we finally got to find our classes...its so freakin hot in the high school i thought i was gonna faint.Anyway i took my pictures in the morning and waited an hour and a half in line with Samii and Chell And Curtain.It was interesting...i bet my pics turned out really bad.anyway people kept trying to talk me into joining swim...i might i dont know if i will yet...

Anyway then me and samii hung out all day and rode bikes ,we went to burger king,grammas,and the doller store...we were supposed to meet ryan but he couldnt hangout :-( mmmm.I miss himmmmm

Anyway ill be posting pics soon. lollio
♥

distance115 @ 2005-08-24T01:36:00

2005-08-24T02:32:41Z

Woooot....Happy Two Months To Ryan And I <333! :-)

I Got to see Ryan For a couple hours...we chilled in my basement mostly,and watched Mighty Joe Young lmao...that movie effing rocks...Anyway oh yeah and we ate taco bell.Sooo exciting! oh,how i love that boy :-D.

Im Supposed to Be Doing my hair soon for school...i got it layered and now im proably putting blonde in the bottom of the hairizzle.

Eeeek...tomorrow is my Physical for High School..i have to get a shot,I HATE SHOTS...yuck.I have sooo much school shopping to do it aint even coo...of course im waiting for my mother to give me some money.

So i got a slinky from the dollar store and ryan broke it :-( i dont know where that came form i just kinda ran out of things to say soooo yeah

Bye.<3 :-)

distance115 @ 2005-08-22T17:16:00

2005-08-22T21:18:29Z

Oh Joy.Dont you love how eveything is going almost perfect and then something has to get in the way and RUIN fucking everything...aka School...oh em gee,do i hate it.Soooo,Ryan Starts school TOMORROW.But i start Sept,8th.THANK YOU fucking school for getting in the way! i swear id rather be dumb my whole life and he happy then be smart and miserable...! GAH.I think im going to Explode from frustration...im getting so mad that im crying...well i do that alot but i havent really cried this much in a while.I dont know,i just am used to talking to Ryan for freaken a million hours a day on the phone and at night until we both fall asleep on the phone...and with school here i cant talk to him at night for long at all..and im used to like 5 hours on the phone at night =[ call me pathetic...but o well i dont care...Plus ryan said he wont be able to hangout like at all on school days..& i just dont think ill be able to wait until the weekends everyweek...I mean what the eff..im about to go crazy!!!!!!!!......& of course i have that terrible feeling in my stomach that he'll find someone else...because we go to different schools...he keeps telling me that he swears he would never do something like that,i try SO hard to listen...but i have a horrible time with trusting people.=[ FUCK

Warped!!!

2005-08-01T16:30:07Z

omg! yesterday was soooo sweet...and im not kidding when i say..it was the BEST day of my life! lol...sooo i went to the Warped Tour with Ryan :-D,Jon,& His cousin Lauren...In the car ride there...i saw this van next to us and they didnt know that someone wrote something on the back of their van lmfao...so they were driving around and the back had two dicks on it and it said "Im Gay"..i couldnt stop laughing...So when we got there..there was sooo many people eeek..As we were getting in the dumb security lady wanted my belt because its considered as a weapon? and im like um no you arnt having this lady...So she told me to just go in haha.When we got there the Starting Line was playing...so we went over by the Skateboarders and watched them for a little bit...Then the next band on the north stage was Fall Out Boy...so me and lauren went up there because Ryan and Jon wouldnt come ever since now they have a fear of mosh pits and where scared that they would get knocked over..i found that hilarious...Fall out boy had to keep stopping during songs because people were passing out everywhere...and okay there was a girl in a moter wheelchair thing like in the middle of a mosh pit..okay common sense why would u go in there when u know ur gonna get hurt?...plus she ran over my foot.lol..oh yeah..and i got an MCR tank top its pretty sweet :-)...Hmm then after Fall out boy..it was Atreyu...but we just sat like somewhere where there would be shade because it was SO hot i kept feeling like i was gonna pass out because the sun made me have a horrid headache and i am soooo freaken burnt on my face and back its hurting at this very moment ,i feel like a fried turkey roast.Anyway so i just watched Atreyu from a tree.haha...After atreyu it was Senses Fail :-D we all went up there because i heart senses fail...It was awesome...it took me forever to get ryan and jon to go back in there because they were scared to death...i had to promise ryan that we'd stay by the gate because he didnt want to get in a mosh pit..lol at least we were close to the stage...So while we were watching Senses fail it was getting crazy and everyone was crowd surfing...so ryan and jon said to me and lauren why dont you guys so that? we'll help you up there...and i was all like umm i will during MCR! cuz theyre the best ...and lauren agreed so we had a deal thing haha..mcr didnt come on till last on the north stage and they were on at 7:30 soo we were there since 11....no wonder im burnt.durr*slaps self*...after senses fail was mest but everyone was tired out so we went back to the tree and jon found a condom rapper that told you how to put on the condom and what to do after sex so he read it to us lmao it had very descriptive pictures...kind of disturbing.Hmm so after mest was thrice but we didnt go to see them ..we just heard them ...so went to get a drink because i felt dehydrated...and then ryans mom got us into an orange tent hangout thing all because she had cingular phone service haha...so we finally had some shade for a little bit...soo after resting in there then me,ryan,and lauren decided to go back up there to see Hawthrone Heights :-D...because after them was MCR! yay...hawthrone heights was soo sweet and eveyone was getting crazy...then MCR was about to get on..well i was about to cry because i was about to see gerard!!!! and i was hyperventalating and screaming like crayz..ryans deaf now.So then lauren starts screaming and gave me this look like there he is! So i look on stage and i see GERARD...he had blonde in his black hair but still looked hot! i was going crazy haha...then they started playing and it was so fucking sweet....soo after a couple songs me and lauren decided to crowd surf but we needed help getting lifted up so we asked these 4 sweaty guys to lift both os uf up at the same time...lmao it was so fucking fun!!! i got really close to gerard! i felt like i was flying haha..and i accidently hit lauren in the head while we were up there haha :-P after we did it once we ran up to the sweaty guys and did it again and helena was on :-D wow it was just sooo sweet...i wanna go again next year!

^ i dont care if he cut his hair...hes still amazing!!!!

^some of the crowd

♥

distance115 @ 2005-07-25T21:48:00

2005-07-26T01:50:57Z

today sucked.so did yesterday...ive just been laying around bored to death thinking to myself about what is going to happen in the future.Im scared..i dont want school to start its worse this year of course because well duh its the first year of highschool,also because ryan goes to a different school than i do...and im scared that he will find someone much better than stupid me..its hard to trust people...i dont trust anyone except samii.Ive given up on trusting other people because they end up hurting people.I hate when you cry so much you get a splitting headache and your eyes get all puffy and burn to all hell,and you just want to go to bed and freaken escape everything but it even hurts to fuckin close them.Idk what im saying,im just scared that ill end up alone once again...and i cant stand being alone..and i really like ryan,he really makes me so happy...i just dont want everything to go downhill,but it wont shock me if it does because it usually always does.=[ Ughh also im really fat and i hate it i just want to lose 15 pounds then ill shut up okay...im gonna go continue being shitty.peace out

Yay

2005-07-24T05:10:05Z

Happy One Month To Ryan And I ! ♥ =]

Camping!

2005-07-22T05:10:33Z

woo hoo so i came home from camping with chell in muskegon today...we were supposed to come home tomorrow but the weather was shitty and rainy and stormy so wtf was the point of staying.Well besides that it was so much funn...when we got there we went to lake michigan and just setup camp and all thatttt...weds. was awesome we went to Michigan adventure park and rode the best ride there...shivering timbers..the first hill was soo freaky, the ride took a picture of us and it is sooo freaking funny...my mouth is wide open and it shoes chell catching her glasses because they fell off on the ride...and my dad is doing his same pose that he does on the ride everyyear haha.its a must see...sooo then after the amusement park,we went in lake michigan and it actually wasnt gross...and i didnt get attacked by a flounder :-o ..anyway it was really windy which caused the waves to be huge! like so huge that they knocked you over and made you drowned lol...but yeah it was very refreshing...anyway i somewhat took pics with the shittay cam..enjoy.

Chell in my backyard^ Me in my backyard^ ^ finally at the campgrounds ^me,mr.woodchuck,chell in our tent ^the purrdyy lake ^chell in front of the lake ^ me in front of the lake ^its supposed to be us in front of the campsite...you can thank my mom for her terrible photo taking. lol ^shivering timbers ^me and chell in the amusement park parking lot ^my mom and chell ^leftover food...lol ^me and chell eating...once again thnk you mom for your horrible phototaking. ^chell ^ chell on the way up the first hill on the rollercoaster ^view from the top ^everyone in front of us going up the hill.. ^me and chell on the rollercoaster ^us about to go on the rollercoaster again...yes it was raining ^ the back of my dad lol ^snoopy is pimpen ^were pimpen now ^the lastt day ^bye bye campgrounds

Eeeeee...

2005-07-18T16:54:09Z

Hey everybody,Im Leaving to go to Muskegon tomorrow,Chell is comming with me. ( its right by lake michigan ) and im happy to go but its a 3 hour drive. And plus i have to cram in a 3 person truck with 4 people...yikes..well i did it last year so i can hopefully do it again haha. Anyway i wont be home until Friday =[ Im going to miss everyone!!....and im going to miss ryan an extra lot...it sux hes grounded for a week,and i wanted to see him before i go,but i cant =[ eeek im sad.Well it should be interesting..im going to michigan adventure amusement park thing on weds for the day...that place is so fun...anyway ill try to get pics..Try not to miss me too much people ;-)

theres a car comming!

2005-07-16T04:05:50Z

Hello...hmm well today was interesting.I thought i wasnt doing anything today so i just layed around basically and slept pretty much all day.Then my cousin called me at 7 and asked me to hangout with her.So i wanted to get out of the house house anyway,so i got ready & shit like that.Then at about 9:30 she picked me up,and i hung out with Her,derek and irvington...we went to mcdonalds first ,we went through the drive through...and irvington kept messing with the order and taking a long time because the dumb lady was taking a long time to get to us lol.So then we finally got our food and headed towards a feild with tons of fireflys. It was freaky because there were no other cars so i felt like it was the middle of nowhere!.....hmmm so we stopped in the middle of the road and i had to pee soooo bad ,everyone was just telling me to take off my pants and pee right there in the road...but nahh i didnt wanna lol...so alison had to pee ,so she did of course.haha the fireflys were sweet because there was soo many of them...and then we saw headlights comming ,we had to hurry and get back in the car because it was parked and alison was just gracefully walking around with her shirtoff...Sooo yeah then i came home lol it was funn! & i must say I MISS SAMII SO MUCH!!!! =[ I WANT HER TO COME HOMEEEEEEE!!!!!

Damn it! i broke the peddle on the paddleboat!

2005-07-15T03:01:15Z

Hey again...today was tiring for me today but fun! i went to bed last night and 1 in the morning then woke up at 4 with a terrible tummy ache =[ so then i couldnt fall back to sleep so i just stayed up..and at 7 i got ready to hang out with ryan...then at 11,my dad took me out to where he was camping and i stayed there all day =]...first, when i got there, we got a paddleboat thing and were out on a mini lake for about 2 and a half hours just talking hehe....and there was giant crayfish in the lake and i mean there was TONS it was gross...ryan kept trying to tip the boat over so i got upset and started peddeling by myself ,then i hear a loud snap...i look down, and one of the peddles is broke in half lol.thats me......so then after that, we went back to his campsite and played card games with his mom and his uncle..well i had no clue what i was doing so ryan pretty much just played for me lol.Then i watched him and his mom play a marble game..Umm after that it started to cool down since it was really hot out so me and ryan went to a playground and it started POURING down effing rain so i took cover under this thing on the slide...at least it kept my hair dry.So me and ryan just sat there for like 20 minutes until the rain was done...then after i wanted to go down the slide( it was soaking wt and there were puddles at the end, but i didnt care...so i went down it and the rest of the day , i had a soggy ass and soaking wet pants lol :-/....then ryan did it and it looked like he craped his pants because he fell in mud lol.Ummmm then after that we went back to his campsite again for dinner, they all head cheeseburgers & hotdogs, but since i dont eat meat they gave me a specialized Soy burger...lol it was good =].hmm then after that i watched ryan draw a picture of a cactus...and then we decided to walk around by where the dance was and just hangout at picnic tables ( those are the best ).hmmm so anyway today was awesome..i love ryan so muchhh ..:-P.well i have pics because i took pics with a la shittay cam.so enjoy.

i dont know what ryan is doing...^

dont know what im doing either..

lol

that thing is deadly..^

^ryans cactus picture.

yeaa im holding his chin lol

i wasnt ready,as u can tell

eyeball :-D

theres some streakers in front of my house!

2005-07-13T05:25:54Z

Heyyy everyone. Well i got home from camping with ryan Sunday night form camp dearborn.and let me tell you, it was so much fun! since hes there till saturday im going back there allllll freaken day thursday..yes! i miss him so much i think im gonna die if i dont see him soon...(im serious) anyway when i was there we literally talked at a picnic table about like everything for 3 and a half hours...it went by so fast, i had no clue we were there that long.Soo anyway i actually went swimming in the lake,shocking because im terrified of flounders(fish) they always attack me. But im such a loser because i went in with my clothes on :-D well yeah thats me.I didnt seee any flounders tho! yippe.In back of my camsite there was this really strange lady that came running up to me and like starting begging me to talk to her daugher later,she said that her daugher had no friends and 'looked' like me..im just like okay lady sure why not. Then i never did...i had alot of guilt for not doing that..o well she was crazy and missing a front tooth...now u really think im gonna talk to her daughter?...hmm so anyway the whole time i jsut hung out with ryan,jon and sparks. Jon is ryan's best friend...he thinks i stole ryan from him so the whole time on sunday jon kept cussing me out saying that i stole ryan from him..when um i didnt do anything..but okay...soo i kept accidently hurting sparks...but i didnt mean too...that kid is sooo small i felt bad...first of all i like killed his stomach on a seesaw by slamming it on the ground...second of all i tripped him accidently and half his body fell into the lake...and third i accidently dropped a bike on him and the handle bar crashed into his nuts! awh im terrible....sooo im glad i got to know ryan better...we were having so much fun and there was fireworks!!! :-D.Excuse me,im just sooo happy! its weird...haha well im going to go to bed and dream...tomorrow is gonna suck ..ortho appointment >:-o

why is my noodle shaped like a goldfish?

2005-07-09T01:21:28Z

Helloo everyone..Ive had some fun days the past two days.Yesterday, Ryan came over we had little ceasars ( thats the best pizza in the world! )...and we just hung out outside in the rain and were throwing walnuts at things ..sounds pretty sweet eh? Then we hung out in my room...ryan is OBSESSED with playing with lighters and he kept burinng like everything in site..including pizza crust ...lol thats pretty weird to me.Umm anyway it was really fun...& Today i went to Deb because i wanted to buy a skirt so i got a black skirt and a shirt there. Then after my aunt took me to see War of the Worlds..wow that movie is soo freaky...it was really good tho...im so happy,tomorrow im going camping and ryan is going to be there too..only he is staying there a week and im just staying one night lol but its better than nothing ya kno? woo hoo..tomorrow better come fast!!!!!!!! okay im gonna go finish packing..i love you people who read this!! ♥

Werd

2005-07-07T01:04:26Z

Hello homies...well my really good digital is broke(lets not go into it)..as u all know ...um so i got bored and hooked up the shitty 20 dollar peice of crap credit card sized camera that sucks huge cotton balls.Anyway i havent cam whored ina while and i feel like posting pics with me and my new eyeballs.Umm yeah so i didnt do anything today :-/ i was really bored.But yesterday i went over Ryan's house allllllllll day and it was soooo much fun! anyway yeah im gonna go jam and think........bye byes

♥

Happy 4th Of July :-)

2005-07-05T05:15:45Z

Today was pretty awesome...well because i love the 4th of july its my favorite holiday...umm i went over my cousin's house for a family barbeque all day and it was pretty funn...then i came back home and chilled...and then i hung out with Alison,amber,grant and Irvington we went to the westland fireworks but they got delayed because of the rain so we just decided to chill at the Carnival..it was soo crowded but interesting..amber kept poking people in the eye with her giant umbrella...ooo and good news i got my colored contacts FINALLY theyre a really bright blue and i like them.ryan came home from camping today YAY! im going over his house tomorrow...i cant wait i miss him! well im gonna try to sleep now i doubt i will be able to because im happy and dont feel like it but o well.

♥ Stephanie.